Change and Growth-fucking with people since Adam and Eve

Change is inevitable. You will, many times experience change in your life. Your work, and home may change. Your vehicles, coworkers, shit even your mobile company will change. Very few people live out their lives without these types of major changes.  So why is it so scary?  We, as humans get in to the swing of the way our lives are going.  We become complacent, which is bad. This is a free will choice.  We can either Fight or Flight.

This year I am 44 years old.  I have concentrated on almost ONLY my new career for the last two years.  I am getting ready to hit the 2 year mark, which in corrections can be impressive.  I am taking my trainings, and have already interviewed for a promotion.  There are super specific things that I do in my life that are a reflection of my career.  It is like it is programmed.  I have to sit with my back against something.  I have to see the door from where I am sitting.  I do not love dark or smoky unfamiliar places.

Recently, I have found that I was missing out on some things by wrapping myself in my career goals.  I would like to say that I was “perfectly happy” and I DID say it recently, and was corrected; I wasn’t perfectly happy, I was perfectly content.  That is no way to live.  These two years have taught me ALOT.  I am a completely different person than two years ago.  But recently, on my own and maybe a bit of help (guidance) I realized that my life can be much happier, that I can feel fulfilled if I really work at finding out what I need.  WHAT DO I NEED?  I am on a mission to figure that out.

To wrap this up I would say “Don’t get so busy building a “life” that you forget to “have one” Open your eyes, look around, is there love to be found? Dive headfirst in and give it a whirl.

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